What We’ve Learned about Love in a Decade of Marriage

What We've Learned about Love in a Decade of Marriage (Photo: Young white man and woman in sepia-tone standing in front of a giant wine barrel)

Looking up the aisle, I swallowed and blinked to hold back tears. There stood my husband-to-be, my best friend, the person I had spent the last five years of my young life loving. He seemed to be shaking just a little in his tux, his hazel eyes looking back at me.

Walking down the hallway in work today, I hummed Billy Joel’s “You’re My Home” to myself. “Wherever we’re together, that’s my home.” I thought of my husband’s smile and smiled back to myself.

On the day you get married, people say you have your whole life ahead of you. What they don’t tell you is that life is made up of a series of years, months and days, each with their own rhythm. Even though ten years sounds like a long time on your wedding day, it doesn’t feel that way when it rolls around.

Instead, it feels like a collection of the ordinary and extraordinary, the good and the bad, the hard and the easy, with both of you together at the center. At least that’s how it felt to me, when my husband, Chris, and I celebrated our tenth anniversary.

In that decade, Chris and I learned a lot about each other and marriage. We’ve been through hospital stays, international travel, crummy work hours, living in multiple places, graduate school, and having two kids.

Here are a few things we’ve picked up along the way:

Be each other’s biggest cheerleader

Research says that the biggest common element of failed marriages is that the spouses regard each other with contempt. One of the best ways to prevent contempt from developing is to actively encourage each other.

All of us have times when we feel like a failure or imposter. Your spouse – the person who knows and loves you more than anyone else – is the best suited to counter those toxic narratives. Even when my neurotic brain doesn’t believe him, my husband telling me that I’m beautiful makes me feel better. This is especially important if you decide to have kids; no parent really knows what the hell they’re doing at least some of the time. Your spouse saying “you’re a good parent” can mean the difference between crippling doubt and grounded confidence.

Do activities by yourself

You can’t go through a marriage attached at the hip. You’ll long for independence and be too dependent on the other person for company. Unfortunately, Chris and I have had plenty of practice spending time apart. After a four year long-distance relationship, Chris spent three years of our marriage working nights and weekends in a restaurant.

Even if you don’t have those extreme circumstances, it’s useful to have time apart to cultivate your own interests and relationships. Plus, it’s very handy if you have kids. Babysitters are horrifyingly expensive, so we switch off who gets to go out with friends.

Make time for conversation

My favorite part of our relationship has always been our conversations. I’ve always said that my husband is the person I love to talk to more than anyone else in the world. Good conversation where you make yourself vulnerable is the foundation of a solid relationship. While experts recommend taking “date nights” on a regular basis, what’s the most important is carving out some time to be together.

Challenge each other in good ways

Chris and I have very different personalities. I love travel and adventure; he’s a homebody. I’m quite ambitious and constantly planning; he lives in the moment. I’m neurotic; he’s easy-going.

While this difference could cause frustration, we see it as complementary. Because I’ve encouraged him to push his boundaries, he’s lived in a foreign country, obtained a culinary degree, and moved far away from his hometown. Because he’s provided an anchor, I’ve found calm and was willing to buy a house.

Complement your spouse when they do something that needs to get done but they hate doing

I despise cleaning. So when I make a strong effort to clean, especially something that takes a lot of time, I love when Chris recognizes it. On the flip side, because I get little inherent joy from it, I get annoyed when he doesn’t notice. Just a simple, “Thank you. It looks great” goes a long way.

Realize that you’re a family, whether or not you have kids

In our baby-centric society, it’s easy to believe that a couple isn’t a family if they don’t have kids. But that’s bullshit. Thinking of yourself as a family from the beginning increases your satisfaction for your current relationship, not some future one. Kids expand a family, not make one.

Don’t be tied to gender roles

My husband is a stay-at-home dad; it’s one of the best decisions we’ve made in our marriage. If he was still working at his restaurant job, he’d make a couple thousand dollars more than day care costs and see his kids a few measly hours a week. Instead, our children get an incredibly dedicated caretaker and an amazing relationship with their dad. We even have our own professionally trained family chef!

All of this wouldn’t be possible if we were bound to traditional gender roles. Plus, according to a study in the Journal of Marriage and Family, couples who reported an even split of chores had sex once more a month on average than those where the woman did most of the work.

Hug often

Hugging is a wonderful activity. It’s non-sexual, but deeply intimate. It’s a way to connect and show support when you don’t have anything you can say. When we were first dating, Chris and I would squeeze each other tight, like we were holding on for life in the dangerous waters of high school. Now as parents of two small children, we’ve returned to clutching each other to keep from drowning in exhaustion. A hug gives so much and asks for nothing in return.

Keep a childlike sense of wonder

As we left the church as husband and wife, my husband and I had people blow bubbles. Now, we still love to blow bubbles with our children. Keeping a sense of wonder elevates the everyday. People say that the feeling of “falling in love” fades over time, dampened by routine. But I think it’s much easier to maintain that thrill if you can find joy in the small beauties of domestic life with your spouse.

From the big moments on our wedding day to the little moments now, my husband and I are so grateful to celebrate them together.

For more on how my husband and I keep our love alive, check out The Power of a Hug. Be sure to follow us on Facebook!

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